A Y Generation Love Story -chapter 6.
Aravind : hey .
Dhivya: dude Will you stop the bullshit of character open talk and all that ? You think it's kind of all innovative and people are all crazy about your story ? Well then let me tell you something, your story sucks . It's a cheesy flirt thing between a guy and a girl . No one would bother if you die tomorrow . Don't sweat .
Arvi: wow . Chillax . Yeah I know my writing is not that great and all just I wanted to make few people understand what it actually does to a person when you just let them down . Okay ? Yeah I know I write the sweet nothing part a lot coz no one ready to read life . No one is ready to read truth , they are not ready to just accept who they are . Okay ? And I want some thing good to happen out of my story . So kindly Co-operate .
Dhiv: why me ? Do I look.like a branded loser ?
Arvi: you know the problem with you ? You just don't love yourself . You are so insecure , you are afraid of truth , you don't want to face life , why not once in your life , you won't tell me what you really love , who actually matters to you or why you are you .
Dhiv: fine . Okay let's do it . Hi ppl I am Dhivya a graduate working in a software concern . I am so full of myself . I don't blend with ppl . I am the kind of girl who believes that if I am happy now , soon I'll be so sad . So I stopped being happy . And unlike you ppl I earn only 15k per month . My mom, my sister , me . Sister is doing engineering . You know I hate talking about dad . From childhood I was thought to adjust , I was made to experience some bitter part of life , sacrifice my birthdays for the sake of my sister, drop the plan of doing engineering coz she wanted to study in a convent school now don't think I hate my sister . I love her but it's just that deep down I know I can never be the princess like her . And I changed as a person who would joke around , making ppl life funny , at least let them laugh at me and forget their worries a few moments .
People think I never take things seriously . But actually I am so sensitive . I am short tempered . But I don't have someone who would actually be okay with me . So I generally don't show myself . I hide behind the Joker mask . People are comfortable that way and I am used to it. Even I had a love story . My boyfriend is a guy who was never proud of me . He would never tell someone that I am his girl . I didn't get the proposal with a flower and shit. He came he said he needed me, he slept with me , he left . Without even realizing what was happening, I was single again .
From then I became the friendly me . You see I am the kind of girl who has guy friends a lot more than girlfriends . I help them choose a girl , fix them their problems , help them with programs , I am the girl who actually would forget when the day is over .
Hey listen , I am not expecting your pity or some shit, he asked . Am saying . And about the way society handles women ? What can a guy like Aravind or a girl like me do ? Write a sad post that would bring tears after reading how girls are molested ? The actual problem is there is a lot of gap between our virtual and real world . You see schools never teach students about sex . He or she learns it from Internet and friends , trust me that is the worst part . The first advice a guy gets about his opposite sex is that they are under us . Guys are superior and girls are inferior .
The first advice the girl gets is, she should always sacrifice her pleasure for the sake of her husband . Naturally men are better than her. She should not protest but adjust .
Now listen men are jerks . But the problem is women never talk about them at home . If a sister is teaching her brother what are the pros and cons of being a women why would he be lustful out at streets . Mother's will always turn a blind eye in teaching their sons about girls . Father and son would never have a conversation at all, seldom about girls .
Guys stare at me , sometimes I just want to punch in the face of my senior manager who always talks innocent in the meeting and something different in the mails .
I want to kick my Co-worker who takes the privilege of knowing my number and disturbs me at odd times .
When my guy friends are drunk , they behave in the worst way and I just have to put up with them coz I know it is the booze and not him that is bad .
And how do I feel when I make myself look stupid in front of others to make them happy ?
Well at least once in my life when I am in the middle of cracking a joke about myself , I want someone to look at me and say "listen, we know you are far better , in fact the best in what you do, just stop bluffing and start eating " .
Advice ?
Well be true to your heart . Just don't take people for granted , sometimes you know the hurt gets beyond bearable level and you know when you are the only source of our sharing things , don't say you are occupied . Sometimes call up your friends, check if they are okay , ask them so they like the taste of their food , does their work actually have a meaning , are they okay with life ? Try to be human at least once . We know you are behind money and all shit , just because you feel miserable doesn't mean that you have to be like that all the time . We humans are interdependent . Help them grow today . Most of the people are going to throw you away at some point of time . It's okay . But a very few of them would treat you in such a way that you can never hate yourself in your life again . We usually say life sucks . But actually we forgot to be grateful for what we have and who you are .
Smile . Believe . Breathe . It will get better .
Arvi: that was heavy .
Dhiv : you asked for it . Next time, write a story . No too much philosophy . Even I get bored . Tc . Bye
Life is beautiful ,
With love,
Arvi
Aravind : hey .
Dhivya: dude Will you stop the bullshit of character open talk and all that ? You think it's kind of all innovative and people are all crazy about your story ? Well then let me tell you something, your story sucks . It's a cheesy flirt thing between a guy and a girl . No one would bother if you die tomorrow . Don't sweat .
Arvi: wow . Chillax . Yeah I know my writing is not that great and all just I wanted to make few people understand what it actually does to a person when you just let them down . Okay ? Yeah I know I write the sweet nothing part a lot coz no one ready to read life . No one is ready to read truth , they are not ready to just accept who they are . Okay ? And I want some thing good to happen out of my story . So kindly Co-operate .
Dhiv: why me ? Do I look.like a branded loser ?
Arvi: you know the problem with you ? You just don't love yourself . You are so insecure , you are afraid of truth , you don't want to face life , why not once in your life , you won't tell me what you really love , who actually matters to you or why you are you .
Dhiv: fine . Okay let's do it . Hi ppl I am Dhivya a graduate working in a software concern . I am so full of myself . I don't blend with ppl . I am the kind of girl who believes that if I am happy now , soon I'll be so sad . So I stopped being happy . And unlike you ppl I earn only 15k per month . My mom, my sister , me . Sister is doing engineering . You know I hate talking about dad . From childhood I was thought to adjust , I was made to experience some bitter part of life , sacrifice my birthdays for the sake of my sister, drop the plan of doing engineering coz she wanted to study in a convent school now don't think I hate my sister . I love her but it's just that deep down I know I can never be the princess like her . And I changed as a person who would joke around , making ppl life funny , at least let them laugh at me and forget their worries a few moments .
People think I never take things seriously . But actually I am so sensitive . I am short tempered . But I don't have someone who would actually be okay with me . So I generally don't show myself . I hide behind the Joker mask . People are comfortable that way and I am used to it. Even I had a love story . My boyfriend is a guy who was never proud of me . He would never tell someone that I am his girl . I didn't get the proposal with a flower and shit. He came he said he needed me, he slept with me , he left . Without even realizing what was happening, I was single again .
From then I became the friendly me . You see I am the kind of girl who has guy friends a lot more than girlfriends . I help them choose a girl , fix them their problems , help them with programs , I am the girl who actually would forget when the day is over .
Hey listen , I am not expecting your pity or some shit, he asked . Am saying . And about the way society handles women ? What can a guy like Aravind or a girl like me do ? Write a sad post that would bring tears after reading how girls are molested ? The actual problem is there is a lot of gap between our virtual and real world . You see schools never teach students about sex . He or she learns it from Internet and friends , trust me that is the worst part . The first advice a guy gets about his opposite sex is that they are under us . Guys are superior and girls are inferior .
The first advice the girl gets is, she should always sacrifice her pleasure for the sake of her husband . Naturally men are better than her. She should not protest but adjust .
Now listen men are jerks . But the problem is women never talk about them at home . If a sister is teaching her brother what are the pros and cons of being a women why would he be lustful out at streets . Mother's will always turn a blind eye in teaching their sons about girls . Father and son would never have a conversation at all, seldom about girls .
Guys stare at me , sometimes I just want to punch in the face of my senior manager who always talks innocent in the meeting and something different in the mails .
I want to kick my Co-worker who takes the privilege of knowing my number and disturbs me at odd times .
When my guy friends are drunk , they behave in the worst way and I just have to put up with them coz I know it is the booze and not him that is bad .
And how do I feel when I make myself look stupid in front of others to make them happy ?
Well at least once in my life when I am in the middle of cracking a joke about myself , I want someone to look at me and say "listen, we know you are far better , in fact the best in what you do, just stop bluffing and start eating " .
Advice ?
Well be true to your heart . Just don't take people for granted , sometimes you know the hurt gets beyond bearable level and you know when you are the only source of our sharing things , don't say you are occupied . Sometimes call up your friends, check if they are okay , ask them so they like the taste of their food , does their work actually have a meaning , are they okay with life ? Try to be human at least once . We know you are behind money and all shit , just because you feel miserable doesn't mean that you have to be like that all the time . We humans are interdependent . Help them grow today . Most of the people are going to throw you away at some point of time . It's okay . But a very few of them would treat you in such a way that you can never hate yourself in your life again . We usually say life sucks . But actually we forgot to be grateful for what we have and who you are .
Smile . Believe . Breathe . It will get better .
Arvi: that was heavy .
Dhiv : you asked for it . Next time, write a story . No too much philosophy . Even I get bored . Tc . Bye
Life is beautiful ,
With love,
Arvi
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