Hello Sweet heart,
I hope you are doing well somewhere. I have turned out to be a freelance writer you know? I don't wanna lie that I am the best writer but you know I do write Ok kind. You dont even know that I can write rite? I am writing this letter so that someday I will read it and tell myself that "Dude you did love that girl man". I really feel lost, afraid, uncomfortable now. But what to do, life has to move on right? I am kind of surviving.
Yeah as usual I would miss you when rain hits the ground, I think after our break up, Rainfall across the country have come down in an alarming rate. So, the UNO is gonna ask both of us to get back together just for the sake of our farmers and reservoirs. I miss all those sweet days when I would sit in my study table and open my book and day dream about both of us while talking to you in the phone. My study table is no more my favorite spot with out you. I really miss the showing off to be the best sailor in the world while talking to you using all my field phrases and you simply would say "Dear I know you will be the best sailor".
I miss all those late night skype chats, the way you would say "ewwww, do you mind shaving? Its kinda scary when you come closer to the screen with such a big beard". All those small reactions, all those mokka jokes, all those romantic looks (Yeah I know I am really bad in giving a Romantic look!). Every night we would sleep after the sun rise and skip all the first classes regularly. The way we used to ignore everything even when we are in a party and take our mobile away and run for the tower spot.
Texting during practical exams, texting while standing in the last step of a bus or while catching a running train , saying hello really loud just to make sure our friends leave us alone. Cursing the operators for making it a hundred msgs per day, thanking skype for allowing us to make free STD calls. The way we would be there to comfort each other when we have a small fight or misunderstanding with our friends and family. The way we would make each other feel special by just calling by our names, my friends laughed at the fact that we never had nick names for each other through out our relationship.
The way I would scold you when you roam around at night, the way you would scold me if I go for another girl's bday party. People are busy nowadays dear. They have thousand reasons to be busy. I am one of their friends and they cant spend their entire time for me. I feel really lost after you moved away. All my fiction heroine has some of your character or mannerism or use some kind of phrase repeatedly as you would use.
I hate my bike without you in my back,
I hate my profile without you in it
I hate my life without you in it
I hate myself without you !
I cry, I weep, I get mad, I fight, I laugh, I conduct parties, I eat, I live life. But I am never myself. I feel like there is something heavy I am carrying within me, I feel like I am hurt deep yet my heart is too shallow, I really give my best in everything nowadays just because of one fact.
I dint give my best shot to keep our relationship alive.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR JULIET !!
And dose it always need to be a happy ending?
I hope you are doing well somewhere. I have turned out to be a freelance writer you know? I don't wanna lie that I am the best writer but you know I do write Ok kind. You dont even know that I can write rite? I am writing this letter so that someday I will read it and tell myself that "Dude you did love that girl man". I really feel lost, afraid, uncomfortable now. But what to do, life has to move on right? I am kind of surviving.
Yeah as usual I would miss you when rain hits the ground, I think after our break up, Rainfall across the country have come down in an alarming rate. So, the UNO is gonna ask both of us to get back together just for the sake of our farmers and reservoirs. I miss all those sweet days when I would sit in my study table and open my book and day dream about both of us while talking to you in the phone. My study table is no more my favorite spot with out you. I really miss the showing off to be the best sailor in the world while talking to you using all my field phrases and you simply would say "Dear I know you will be the best sailor".
Texting during practical exams, texting while standing in the last step of a bus or while catching a running train , saying hello really loud just to make sure our friends leave us alone. Cursing the operators for making it a hundred msgs per day, thanking skype for allowing us to make free STD calls. The way we would be there to comfort each other when we have a small fight or misunderstanding with our friends and family. The way we would make each other feel special by just calling by our names, my friends laughed at the fact that we never had nick names for each other through out our relationship.
The way I would scold you when you roam around at night, the way you would scold me if I go for another girl's bday party. People are busy nowadays dear. They have thousand reasons to be busy. I am one of their friends and they cant spend their entire time for me. I feel really lost after you moved away. All my fiction heroine has some of your character or mannerism or use some kind of phrase repeatedly as you would use.
I hate my bike without you in my back,
I hate my profile without you in it
I hate my life without you in it
I hate myself without you !
I cry, I weep, I get mad, I fight, I laugh, I conduct parties, I eat, I live life. But I am never myself. I feel like there is something heavy I am carrying within me, I feel like I am hurt deep yet my heart is too shallow, I really give my best in everything nowadays just because of one fact.
I dint give my best shot to keep our relationship alive.
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR JULIET !!
And dose it always need to be a happy ending?
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