Thursday, April 4, 2013

Sweet Heart!

Hi,
       I wonder where are you? I have lost my love and in search of you. I don't know when you will find me and convince me that we are made for each other. I am so scared to trust you, I have been thrown out of life twice. I wont trust you in the beginning, I may even shout at you without knowing who you are really, but I need you to control your anger and make me understand that you do all this shit just because you love me so much. I may even hate you, but somehow come into my life and make me realize that I am really worthy enough to be loved, cared , appreciated, hugged and kissed.

Make me realize that I can be loved without any terms and conditions
Make me understand that it is ok to hate myself at times and you will be there till the end.
Make me feel loved, cared and understood.
Make me cry out of joy , just once while you hold me so tightly


Dear, I dont know how you will call me, what are all the pet names we would keep each other. May me some day evening we both would go for a evening walk and you would order my favorite food in my favorite restaurant without consulting me. You may even give me little surprise by shouting " I Love You Aravind" as soon as the bus you boarded started to move. I want you to feed me no matter how harsh I may seem, I want you to ask me how was my day as soon as I am back from work.



I may feel scared at times , but I want you to look deep into my eyes and say that you trust me completely and I would win through with absolute happiness. I want you to text me randomly without any reason , just because you felt like talking with me. I want you to play the lead role in all the play I write, I want you to tell me that its ok to fail to achieve your target at the first attempt, I want you to tell me that "No matter what happens, no matter how much times you screw up, how many times you feel lost, I will always be with you, stand next to you, I love you Aravind"


I want to be your priority, not just an option. I want to feel important when you put all your efforts just to make me smile, please come soon, dont get hit by a bus and die or commit suicide by thinking that I am just a jerk! I am desperate, I am holding on more than necessary, I want you, want  you to be mine , just mine, no sharing, no compromising, no arguing.

WHEN YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL JUST BE MINE!
 I don't know who you are, where are you from, what are the tastes you have, how much you like me, I just want you to know something, I love you with all my sou, life, heart! Come soon please!     

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